july 8th 2025

today has been weird and i need to put my thoughts somewhere. i went to get my new glasses today.
i looked at my face in the mirror before i left to take the bus and i didn’t recognize it. i thought i was someone else. i looked like someone else. i’m back to normal but i still feel like somethign isn’t right and i hate it
i’m scared to go to bed tonight
i’ll be fine. my new glasses look good
i feel isolated in the world, which i’m not more than usual. i spoke to my mom and my dad on the phone yesterday, i should be fine. but i don’t know. i’ve been doing things mechanically
also, idk if i can really talk about it here but i’ve been having fun creating a fake insta account and pretending to be someone else. not to catfish anyone in particular, just for fun. but i think it’s made my day weirder. i need to get back into some sort of routnie. i hate this.